Saturday, September 18, 2010
Copied this from ting ting's blog, i found this soooo touching
BOY : Baby , we nid a talk .
GIRL : Wad do uue mean ?
BOY : Sumting has cum up ...
GIRL : Wad ? Wads wrong ? isit bad ?
BOY : I dun wan to hurt uue baby
GIRL : *Thinks* OMG , i hope he doesnt brk up wit miie .. I love hym so much .
BOY : Baby are uue thr ??
GIRL : Yea im here , wad is so important ?
BOY : Im nt sure if i shld sae .
GIRL :Well , uue alrd brought it up , so please juz tel miie .
BOY : Im leavin .
GIRL : Baby wad are uue talking about ?? I dun wan uue to leave miie , i love uue .
BOY : Not lyk tat , i mean im moving far away .
GIRL : Why ? Al of ur family lives over here .
BOY : Well my father is sending miie away to a boarding sku far away .
GIRL : I cant belief tis .
[Father : (Picks up th other phone , interrupts & yells furiously) ERIKA ! wad did i tell uue about talking to boys ?!?!!??? GET OFF TH DAMN PHONE ! (& hangs up ) ]
BOY : WOW ur father sounds reli mad .
GIRL : Uue noe how he gets , anyway i dun wan uue to go .
BOY : Wuld uue runaway wit miie ?
GIRL :Baby , uue noe i wuld , i wuld do anythin for uue , bt i cant .. Uue noe wad wuld happen if i did . My dad wuld kill miie .
BOY : *sad* iys ok i understand .. I guess
GIRL : *thinking* i cant belief wads goin on .
BOY : I nid to give uue sumting tonite , b/c im leavin on flight 1-80 in th morning so , i nid to see uue now .
GIRL : Ok , i wil sneak out & mit uue ad th park
BOY : Ok i'll mit uue thr in 20 min .
[ They mit ad a nearby park , they both hugs each other , & he gives her a note . ]
BOY : Here uue go , tis is for uue i gotta go .
GIRL : *tear* Begins to cry .
BOY : Baby dun cry , uue noe i love uue . Bt i haf to go .
GIRL : Ok . ( begins to walk away )
[ They both went bck home . & ERIKA begin to read th letter he gave her ]
It saes ..
BOY : ERIKA , uue probably alrd noe tat , im leavin . I knew it wuld be better if i wrote a letter explaining th truth about uue . Th truth is tat i neva loved uue , i hated uue so much , uue are my b!tch & uue neva forget tat .
I neva cared about uue , & neva wanted to tok to uue , & be arnd uue . Uue reli haf no clue how much i hate uue . Now tat im leavin , i tot uue shld noe tat i hate uue b!tch , uue neva did th rite thing & uue were neva thr .
I didnt tink i culd hate sumone as much as i hate uue . & i neva wan to see uue for th rest of my life , i wil neva miss kissing uue lyk before , i neva wan to cuddle up , how we used to . I wil nt miss uue & tats a promise .
Uue neva had my love & i wan uue to rmb tat , b!tch uue muz kip tis letter becuz tis maybe th last thing uue haf frm miie .
FXCK , i hate uue so much . I wil nt tok to uue soon b!tch . GoodBye .
-Ricardo-
[ ERIKA begins to cry , she throws th paper into th garbage & crys for hours . ]
days passes eventually , she is sad , depressed & she feels so lonely .. Dhen she gets a phone cal ...
FRIEND : How are uue feeling ?
GIRL : I juz cant belief tis happen . I tot he loved miie .
FRIEND : Ouh , about tat . Ricardo left miie a msg . A few daes ago . He told miie to tel uue to look in ur jacket's pocket or sumting .
GIRL : ummmm ok .
**She finds a piece of paper in th jascket .
It saes ..
BABY , i hope uue find tis before uue red my letter . I knew ur dad might read it so i switched a few words .
Hate = Love
Never = Alwayz
B!tch = Baby
Wil not = Wil
I hope uue didnt take tat so serious , becuz i love uue wit al my heart & it was so hard to let uue go , tats why i wanted uue to runaway wit miie ...
-Ricardo-
GIRL :OMG , its a letter , Ricardo does love miie !! He muz haf slipped it into my pocket when he hugged miie . I cant belief how stupid i am !!
GIRL : *happy* [ waitin for baby to cal miie ]
ERIKA turns on th T.V
[ Breaking news ]
" an airplane has crashed . Over 47 young boys died , we are stil searching for survivors . Tis is a tragedy tat we wil neva forget , tis airplane was flight 1-80 .. "
[ She turns off th T.V .. ]
-----3 daes ltr -----
[ She kills herself becuz of th fact tat Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for .. ]
---- A dae after -----
th phone rang , nobody answers .
It was ricardo he called to leave a message .
" Its Ricardo , i guess uue are nt ad home so , i called to let uue noe tat im alive . I missed my flight . So i hope uue are nt worried .
I am staying for gud . Sorry if uue gt scared . I promise to make it up to uue , everythin wil be fine ..
I love uue so much .. Cal miie asap .
[ He eventually finds out wad happen & also kills hymself .. ]
BOY : Baby , we nid a talk .
GIRL : Wad do uue mean ?
BOY : Sumting has cum up ...
GIRL : Wad ? Wads wrong ? isit bad ?
BOY : I dun wan to hurt uue baby
GIRL : *Thinks* OMG , i hope he doesnt brk up wit miie .. I love hym so much .
BOY : Baby are uue thr ??
GIRL : Yea im here , wad is so important ?
BOY : Im nt sure if i shld sae .
GIRL :Well , uue alrd brought it up , so please juz tel miie .
BOY : Im leavin .
GIRL : Baby wad are uue talking about ?? I dun wan uue to leave miie , i love uue .
BOY : Not lyk tat , i mean im moving far away .
GIRL : Why ? Al of ur family lives over here .
BOY : Well my father is sending miie away to a boarding sku far away .
GIRL : I cant belief tis .
[Father : (Picks up th other phone , interrupts & yells furiously) ERIKA ! wad did i tell uue about talking to boys ?!?!!??? GET OFF TH DAMN PHONE ! (& hangs up ) ]
BOY : WOW ur father sounds reli mad .
GIRL : Uue noe how he gets , anyway i dun wan uue to go .
BOY : Wuld uue runaway wit miie ?
GIRL :Baby , uue noe i wuld , i wuld do anythin for uue , bt i cant .. Uue noe wad wuld happen if i did . My dad wuld kill miie .
BOY : *sad* iys ok i understand .. I guess
GIRL : *thinking* i cant belief wads goin on .
BOY : I nid to give uue sumting tonite , b/c im leavin on flight 1-80 in th morning so , i nid to see uue now .
GIRL : Ok , i wil sneak out & mit uue ad th park
BOY : Ok i'll mit uue thr in 20 min .
[ They mit ad a nearby park , they both hugs each other , & he gives her a note . ]
BOY : Here uue go , tis is for uue i gotta go .
GIRL : *tear* Begins to cry .
BOY : Baby dun cry , uue noe i love uue . Bt i haf to go .
GIRL : Ok . ( begins to walk away )
[ They both went bck home . & ERIKA begin to read th letter he gave her ]
It saes ..
BOY : ERIKA , uue probably alrd noe tat , im leavin . I knew it wuld be better if i wrote a letter explaining th truth about uue . Th truth is tat i neva loved uue , i hated uue so much , uue are my b!tch & uue neva forget tat .
I neva cared about uue , & neva wanted to tok to uue , & be arnd uue . Uue reli haf no clue how much i hate uue . Now tat im leavin , i tot uue shld noe tat i hate uue b!tch , uue neva did th rite thing & uue were neva thr .
I didnt tink i culd hate sumone as much as i hate uue . & i neva wan to see uue for th rest of my life , i wil neva miss kissing uue lyk before , i neva wan to cuddle up , how we used to . I wil nt miss uue & tats a promise .
Uue neva had my love & i wan uue to rmb tat , b!tch uue muz kip tis letter becuz tis maybe th last thing uue haf frm miie .
FXCK , i hate uue so much . I wil nt tok to uue soon b!tch . GoodBye .
-Ricardo-
[ ERIKA begins to cry , she throws th paper into th garbage & crys for hours . ]
days passes eventually , she is sad , depressed & she feels so lonely .. Dhen she gets a phone cal ...
FRIEND : How are uue feeling ?
GIRL : I juz cant belief tis happen . I tot he loved miie .
FRIEND : Ouh , about tat . Ricardo left miie a msg . A few daes ago . He told miie to tel uue to look in ur jacket's pocket or sumting .
GIRL : ummmm ok .
**She finds a piece of paper in th jascket .
It saes ..
BABY , i hope uue find tis before uue red my letter . I knew ur dad might read it so i switched a few words .
Hate = Love
Never = Alwayz
B!tch = Baby
Wil not = Wil
I hope uue didnt take tat so serious , becuz i love uue wit al my heart & it was so hard to let uue go , tats why i wanted uue to runaway wit miie ...
-Ricardo-
GIRL :OMG , its a letter , Ricardo does love miie !! He muz haf slipped it into my pocket when he hugged miie . I cant belief how stupid i am !!
GIRL : *happy* [ waitin for baby to cal miie ]
ERIKA turns on th T.V
[ Breaking news ]
" an airplane has crashed . Over 47 young boys died , we are stil searching for survivors . Tis is a tragedy tat we wil neva forget , tis airplane was flight 1-80 .. "
[ She turns off th T.V .. ]
-----3 daes ltr -----
[ She kills herself becuz of th fact tat Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for .. ]
---- A dae after -----
th phone rang , nobody answers .
It was ricardo he called to leave a message .
" Its Ricardo , i guess uue are nt ad home so , i called to let uue noe tat im alive . I missed my flight . So i hope uue are nt worried .
I am staying for gud . Sorry if uue gt scared . I promise to make it up to uue , everythin wil be fine ..
I love uue so much .. Cal miie asap .
[ He eventually finds out wad happen & also kills hymself .. ]
what we could have been, 12:27:00.
The story of myself...
taking the one and only chance to have a self-harm and sucide.
every slits on my hand or others. had jus one meaning tat means one problem
every single slits on my wrist had mayb solve the problem but it jus had nt enough.
after geting scolded and all the kind concern that i had in and out in the school.they told me to stop and such. Sorry Ms Chiang Foon Min
I have to say i soooo going to break your promiss....
(but i bet u aren't going to see this blogie)
slits and penknives are the best solutions to yr problem.
BUT actually i have regreted for being an gurl whom loves to cut/slits herself in her hand and wrist.
I DO know ppl get hurt when they see this...and this is why i am hide -ing it.
To jus tell the truth, i'm still cutting myself.(i cut it at home)
And also sorry Mr kamsari and to all 1N2,
if mr kamsari knows tt i cutted myself again,......i will seriously have to say sorry again.
if he found out, u guys will be in the detention class...
Well,it all begins with all the small cuts
taking the one and only chance to have a self-harm and sucide.
every slits on my hand or others. had jus one meaning tat means one problem
every single slits on my wrist had mayb solve the problem but it jus had nt enough.
after geting scolded and all the kind concern that i had in and out in the school.they told me to stop and such. Sorry Ms Chiang Foon Min
I have to say i soooo going to break your promiss....
(but i bet u aren't going to see this blogie)
slits and penknives are the best solutions to yr problem.
BUT actually i have regreted for being an gurl whom loves to cut/slits herself in her hand and wrist.
I DO know ppl get hurt when they see this...and this is why i am hide -ing it.
To jus tell the truth, i'm still cutting myself.(i cut it at home)
And also sorry Mr kamsari and to all 1N2,
if mr kamsari knows tt i cutted myself again,......i will seriously have to say sorry again.
if he found out, u guys will be in the detention class...
Well,it all begins with all the small cuts
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| The beginning. |
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| Is nt even tat serious tat i wanted too. |
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It's the beginning.  slits on the wrist. |
Hey guys,
pls dun worry abt me..
i jus luv cutting that all..
BYE BYE
BTW , happy birthday Valerie! u'r 13 now!
pls dun worry abt me..
i jus luv cutting that all..
BYE BYE
BTW , happy birthday Valerie! u'r 13 now!
what we could have been, 12:19:00.
Hello, i jus wanna update abt wad has happen yesterday during St john ambulance brigade training....HAHa it was like damn funny...
All fall-in already...then do PT run streches....and such.....then did footdrills...after that punishments.....:(
but did you know the best part is punishments???!!!
Jane was at the place whr we shd be touching a blue coulour dolphin and drinking her gong cha.....haish so jealous......so we run here and there....then after that we did shouting parade!!!tis was the damn funnist part...
All trying to shout and it was rizwana turn...she shouted almost like florence!!Jane Strated laughing...
then all decided all stand in one line, then i was liekw alking there....and i jus shout....:'GOT CAR!!!!"
evvrybody run away and started laughing....
they said my expression is very funny...Jane at least laugh for 10min...after that.....we had shouting parade after some footdrill.all started shouting :"Got CAR!"haha...
then when doing foot drill we march as a grp but when we march back ...cleve march another dirrecions then all starting to laugh...haha..
ok end of training!
BYES!
All fall-in already...then do PT run streches....and such.....then did footdrills...after that punishments.....:(
but did you know the best part is punishments???!!!
Jane was at the place whr we shd be touching a blue coulour dolphin and drinking her gong cha.....haish so jealous......so we run here and there....then after that we did shouting parade!!!tis was the damn funnist part...
All trying to shout and it was rizwana turn...she shouted almost like florence!!Jane Strated laughing...
then all decided all stand in one line, then i was liekw alking there....and i jus shout....:'GOT CAR!!!!"
evvrybody run away and started laughing....
they said my expression is very funny...Jane at least laugh for 10min...after that.....we had shouting parade after some footdrill.all started shouting :"Got CAR!"haha...
then when doing foot drill we march as a grp but when we march back ...cleve march another dirrecions then all starting to laugh...haha..
ok end of training!
BYES!
what we could have been, 02:08:00.
hie guys.
tis few days seriously happened allot of things!freinds problems and such things....i dk why freindship is so difficult in secondary school life???can it be more close and peacefull likewe had in primary school./..
everytimes......we quareel here and there....and we always quarel is always jus a small thing.haish...made things so difficult in life for me...
i now days really miss CANBERRA PRIMARY SCHOOL!I miss all the teachers and pupils....To all Primary 6
PSLE must jyjy!go into good school and find great friends there....but the best is seriously try to discuse with yr really best freinds to the same school same choice.seriously without them u will feel very odd..
tis few days seriously happened allot of things!freinds problems and such things....i dk why freindship is so difficult in secondary school life???can it be more close and peacefull likewe had in primary school./..
everytimes......we quareel here and there....and we always quarel is always jus a small thing.haish...made things so difficult in life for me...
i now days really miss CANBERRA PRIMARY SCHOOL!I miss all the teachers and pupils....To all Primary 6
PSLE must jyjy!go into good school and find great friends there....but the best is seriously try to discuse with yr really best freinds to the same school same choice.seriously without them u will feel very odd..
To my BESTIES IN CPS!
Ting ting:I miss your laughter with your piggy sound...haha
Jasmine:I miss your smiles!
Sylvia:Lao po....i of cos miss u la...always make me laugh.
I really wanna go out with you guys again...tis year....doesnt and nt as happy as last year tat we had....
really miss u guys playing basketball with you guys and such~
will post another post about another topic kk?Byes for now
Ting ting:I miss your laughter with your piggy sound...haha
Jasmine:I miss your smiles!
Sylvia:Lao po....i of cos miss u la...always make me laugh.
I really wanna go out with you guys again...tis year....doesnt and nt as happy as last year tat we had....
really miss u guys playing basketball with you guys and such~
will post another post about another topic kk?Byes for now
LOVE YA!
18.9.10
Melissa.LYY<3
18.9.10
Melissa.LYY<3
what we could have been, 01:36:00.